Friday, September 15, 2017

Journal Week 1

September 15, 2017
Week 1

As I begin the class, Introduction to Entrepreneurship, I must admit that I am experiencing a lot of trepidation.  I think of entrepreneurs as fearless, wise, leaders who don’t mind branching out onto the unknown.  Well, that is not me!  I’m shy.  I hate crowds.  I avoid being in groups or the center of attention as much as possible (just being at church is a cause for social anxiety). Risk-taking scares me. I don’t consider myself especially smart or talented.  So, what am I doing in this class?

What I do know is that I am interested in business.  I like to make order out of the day-to-day working of a business.  I have had a few entrepreneurial experiences in the past that have been successful so I believe I’m capable of making good business decisions. My current job is in an accounting role and I enjoy what I do, so I’m excited about what I can accomplish with a little more education and experience under my belt.

I don’t yet understand much of what it means to be an entrepreneur, I trust that I will become more versed as the semester moves on.  I had an enlightening moment as I read the executive summary of “The Start-up of You.”  Chapter one brought a complete paradigm shift as I came to recognize that my career is ME!  My personal growth and career are a living and growing start-up venture.  At the age of 44, I still feel like a start-up venture, with a lot of growing left before I will be successful.  But I’m not at the mercy of the market or the local economy to be successful.  I control my own personal growth. 


I went to the doctor today because I’ve been feeling sluggish and tired all the time.  I had blood-work done to test my thyroid, iron and blood-sugars.  All the tests came back normal.  So, what’s wrong?  Most likely, I haven’t been practicing habits of good health and self-mastery. I’m embarrassed and humbled to recognize that I have a lot of personal growing to do to be a healthy person.  I’m not sure why, but it struck me as I read the article today that these two ideas are connected.  My personal growth is up to me.  I haven’t been doing it and I’m suffering because of it.  As I move forward, I must build habits that will strengthen myself physically, spiritually, and in my goals for the future.  I have a lot of work to do.  Here we go…

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